i feel so ultra guilty. im suppose to be studying very hard now for EOYs. and my cousins are all over. yet. i stil think im not spending enough time with them! its like.. how i feel like splitting myself into 1/2 and finishing everything i want. i need to go and dive into mugging. to study eal hard cz there's only 6 weeks left. im not suppose to even be blogging right no. i jz cant stand the temptation. ahhh... sigh. oh wells. i shall just continue. and later finish up my homework. and study 1 solid hour of history then finih up the rest of the time doing maths. then my parents would be home and i have to conivince them to sign the stupid progress report. im so dead. yesterday they refused to sign. oh man.. i have ppl getting F9s and their parents just lectured them and sign the paper. thats it end of story. sigh. sometimes i really wished that my parents were different. the first thing my mum said was that i deproved in chinese, english, and maths. like.. i deproved by only how much? and then both sciences, one i got A2, one i missed A2 by jz abit. do she care? no. she say wad.. eng and maths improve. she said that she wanted better results last term for eng, maths and chi, yet, i deproved. she didnt even look at the comments of the teachers la. wth.. sigh. i cant stand it. she's like.. ultra disappointing. sigh. i didnt fail anything. nor did i do anything wrong. do she care? no. i had the cockiest teachers for 1 whole term for maths. do she noe? nope.. sigh. i dun care anymore. im just gonna do wad i can. and leave everything else to God. hee.